Now with Opened eyez/... lost sister

Thinking you know everything. Nowing you don't know everything you still continue your disgusting curiosity. Your raped each time he looks at you. He's stealing your dirty innocence. Sometimes you can be very intelligent and at other times I only see a imbecile of a growing women. It's very strange when I do see deep importance in you because of the fact of your stupid decisions. A disappointment is what you made yourself out to be narcasisstic one. A suicidal drama queen you became. A drink can't take it all away. Only wish to be able to explain to you and show you how your throughing your life away. Everyone sees it but you. Still your imbecilic needs I try to block out when I look you straight in the face. Young and stupid is what you seem to be now. Give in, Give out. Still I love you...somehow. Hopefully later on in your life you will understand. Learn from your mistakes. Your in the position your in because of the fact that you lead yourself there. I can't protect you. You can change for the better, but you say this is you, but I definitely disagree. At other times I can't find any hope in you. I can't fully trust you. Your not always there. Ooh fucking well I must say. We must all learn to be alone.